I need some distraction, oh beautiful release...

Today has been one of those days where I just want to be left alone. No questions, no company. I don’t want to laugh, I don’t want to chat, I just want to be. The only problem is that I also don’t want to think and being left alone means I run the risk of doing nothing but thinking.

I really just want to escape from it all, my life, my thoughts, from me.

Unfortunately I don’t have any vice that would permit me to embark on such an escape, I don’t drink and I don’t do drugs. Having said that I find I am developing a friendly relationship with Lexotan and Tylenol PM. It’s a good thing I don’t have an addictive personality and that I am also of a cautious fearful nature.

I wish I could lose myself in my writing but I am in the throes of writers block and absolute disinterest in everything. I find inspiration in nothing and lose concentration too easily.

I really just want to escape for a while. I’ve given up on the idea of change, at some point one just has to accept shit for what it is and deal. However it would be nice to escape. Just for a little while.

Where are the abducting aliens when you need them?


So in the absence of alcohol/drugs/aliens I decided I would get a jump on this blog thingy which a friend convinced me to try...thanks Segs.

Not sure I have that much to blog about or that I really understand the concept of blogging so in the absence of joining twitter welcome to my diary of thoughts/views/rants/short stories.

I am going to apologise in advance for irregular postings unless of course I become addicted to the concept...ha ha look at me assuming anybody is going to see or read my blog.

Anyway so...well I started writing short fiction properly last year and have written a few stories which I'll post here. Unfortunately as stated above I am suffering from writers block at the moment and as its been going on for about 3 months now, I'm not sure when I'll get to writing fiction again. Which after reading my stories people may decide might be a good thing after all.


P.S - title of my posts are songs or lyrics from songs, this one is from Angel by Sarah McLachlan.