Tired or Lazy? The SC conundrum.

Yesterday I went to see a friend on the other side of town. I don't drive so journey was via a multiple assortment of trains, buses and passing through several stations to connect. Took roughly about 3 hours door to door.

I came back home, managed to eat a lil something and then crashed...hard!

Struggled to wake up this morning...not refreshed at all. So thought let's take a bath, soak the tiredness and stress away, listen to some music, sip some ginger/chamomile tea, use the opportunity to throw some conditioner on my Fro...and just chill.

Well it's just taken all in me to wash the soak off, wash the conditioner off and towel down. Since I am still laying here with one towel wrapped around me and one wrapped around my head, I guess we can say I am in worse shape than when I went into that bath.

NB - it doesn't take much to tap on iPad whilst lying down...no strength being exerted but mental.

So the question - is it the SC, did I push too hard yesterday, or even during the week. Or am I just lazy and out of shape?

I must admit this is a question that has plagued me all my life. Because there are days where I wake up so exhausted...even as a child I would wake up tired with no way I could explain to my folks why I was tired, what I did to make me so damn tired.

And I would frustratedly feel like since I have no cogent reason for being tired, maybe it's just laziness.

Notice how I had to explain that I had a tiring journey yesterday to sort of justify my tiredness today....when truth be told I was tired before said journey.

Now my HB when last I checked in early September was cruising at a cool 9.8% which my fellow sicklers know is a fab level to cruise at....so why tired?

Haven't the foggiest idea but now that I've caught my breath, let me get to putting some cloths on.